Days of dhaka.

12:22am

Days here at dhaka is not so exciting anymore. Elakae onk senior hoye gechi. Chayer dokane adda, golpo etc. Choto belae bashay shamner bishal boro dhupkhola maath a cricket kheltam. Borabor e ata ami valo kheli. Ekhon r khela hoyna. College theke khela chere disi. FMC te o temon ekta kheli nai. FMC te amr performance totota valo na, jodio amr team champ. Ekta 98 run er innings khub ekta boro kichuna. Choto belae amk afridi bolto keu keu, abar keu keu gibs bolto. lol. Aj amr sokal hoyeche 2:30 a. Vaia k see off korte 7 tae ekbar uthsilam. Then abar ghum. Bikele lunch kore friends der sathe adda marlam. Ami, emon, prokash, pitu, agomon, tomal, faruk, shomrat. Aro koyekjon. Valoi laglo onkdin porer adda. Friends der kache ami buddhijibi type er. J kono solution amkei dite hoy. Tar ag porjonto torko choltei thake. Jony k miss korlam. O gram a geche. Bikrompur. Himu, babu k o dekhlam na. Vul amr e. Phone dinai oder. Kal dibo. Asole ekhon amader age er max. chele hoy job notuba business kore. R amra medical a ghas kati. Hayre medical. Amr ekta election korar icche chilo. Student life a parlam na. FMC te to chattro shongshod nai. Thakle election kortam. Ami jittam bole amr biswas. Vote politics different jinis. Ata ami onk valo bujhi. Feku mamar cha ta darun lage. Or dokanei amader adda. Mojar manush ekta. Kotha barta shunle haste haste obostha kharap hoye jae. Bashay khabar niye amr ektu problem hoy. Sara din ki keu khete pare? Ata niyei jhamela hoy beshi. Amr ma jhari o khay amr kase ei jonno. Ekbar ma k bollam gorur mangsho paoa faridpur ektu tough. Bolei ekta pap korsi. Ekhon ashle sara din gorur mangsho. Ata ki shomvob, sara din gorur mangsho khawa? Ki r kora. Ami kono dhoroner fish e khaina. Selective kisu. Jeemon, ilish, chingri etc khai. Age dekha jeto sara din agulo khete hobe. Ajob. Khawa dawa niye amr kono interest nai. Ja pabo tai khaba, valo na lagle khabo na. Na kheye thakte amr problem hoyna. Majhe majhe to khabar kotha vulei jai. Majhe majhei emon hoise j rat a choto vai der ask kortesi, oi ami ki dinner korsi? Mone pore na. Tobe amr bed ta k khub miss kortesi. Asole hostel a amr j bed ase seta chara onno kothao amr ghum ashte kosto hoy. Otobi theke 13hazar tk diye kinsilam single bed ta. Sathe foam, 3 hazar tk. Balish gula 300tk kore kinsilam maybe. Onek aram. Puran hoye geche. New kinbo vabtesi. Sobcheye beshi miss kortesi amr rocking chair ta. Ota amr onk boro company. Rat a dol khete khete chinta kortam politics and other bepar gulo niye. Aj prokas er kach theke kichu wallpaper nilam mobile a. Jotil kichu quotes. Ekta hocche, I say No to Drugs. But they don't LISTEN. Jotil na? Lol. R kichu love niye quotes ase. Obossho segulo porle cupid er kotha mone pore. Sob shomoy e pore, but tokhon miss kori. Feel kori tar absense ta. Problem holo ami takey shorashori kokhono propose korini. Parbo o na. Shahoshe kulae na amr. Okey ami khub voy pai seta ageo bolsi. Tomra ki bolte paro amr ki kora uchit? Mojar bepar holo, campus a koyekta junior amk like kore, prem korte chay. Lol. But tarao bolte voy pae amk. Amk emnitei sobai voy pae. Kintu mul bepar holo, tara amk like kore and prem korte chay, kintu valobashe na. Valobashar prokas ta kono na kono vabe hobei. Ata keu lukate parena. So, i've never seen any symptom of love for me on them. I konw few of them. Maybe it's just an attraction. Love is far different from it. My one is love. The chance of have her is zip, though i'm feeling her, missing her every single moment, sacrificed my entire academic carrier just to stay far from her. No one knows. Only me and the almighty. Yeah, i felt attraction for few other girls too. And when they gone i felt nothing painful on me. So, it made me sure that it wasn't love, just attraction which grows in eyes and fades over time. In FMC in most cases the girls want benefits from boys, he who gives more than anyone else have a big probability to be her bf. And another option it time. With whom a girl spent most of her time doing anything like study or chat or phone conversation is her bf in future. Maybe it will take one or 2 months. And when they have nothing to give or take, they will broke up. Now these day having bf/gf has become part fashion. And making change of it another type of fashion. Dependency. If you love anyone, you don't need to propose, just provoke her to depend upon you, she'll propose you shortly if she is not cunning. Simple. Sex is another blessing!!! of our modern society. Have you ever had sex? (Nope) Nope??? Are you crazy? You are still virgin? I wonder if you realy have a dick. Damn man, don't say you are gay... LMAO! This is conversation between 2 friends in our modern society. The world is turning too fast i think. It was embarassing to hug any girl at open place like park. Now? Kissing is normal at park and if you have the chance you may suck dick. And after evening? God damn it. One of my friend got married and he realy talks too dirty. Today i react so badly to stop him. He just replied, c'mon man, i think your dick doesn't erect at all. I was astonished and replied him back, yeah dude, as you have somewhere to put your dick when it erects. But i don't. So, what's the benefit for me if it erects? I don't have such. Then he shuts his pie hole. Screwed. Sometime it feels to me that all the people oevr the world is after 2 things, food and sex. Yeah, i read that on physiology. It does have medical base. Limbic system. Maybe limbic system is our MON not heart. Heart is just a pumping mechine.