Welcome note.
1. Don't let anyone know what you are thinking!
2. Keep your friends close and your enemies closer!
3. You can trust on one, not even your father!
4. Keep your brain cool, eyes open. ears alert and mouth shut!
So, if you wanna know more about me just keep eyes on this blog.
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Ektu age choyon vat khaiye dilo. Aj naki pura vat sesh korchi. Emnite ordek kheye rekhe dei. Amake naki keu ek jon dayitto niye khaiye dae tahole amr naki shastho valo hobe choyon er mote. Aj sokale ghum theke uthsi. Prothome utthte icche korchilo na. Tobuo jor kore uthlam abong ward a gelam. J kj a giyechi se kaj hoyni, borong obs er biroktikor class sompurnota korte hoyeche. Class a boshe mobile a ekta note likhsilam. Seta chilo,
12:11am.
Obstetrics class a. Mahabuba madam class nicche. Amr mone hoy, kono sobvo jati gynae obs porte pare na. Ato baje examination gula. Yak. Faisal ekta examination amk dekhalo, yak. Faltu.
Asolei baje ekta subject. Tarpor class kore ektu harukandi gelam. Mona name er ek friend juice khawalo. Sei auto te korei college a chole ashlam. Oi khane ekta bash bagan a dariye chilam kichukkhon. Tokhon ekta facebook status update kori. Funny update. lol
Gan shuntesi. Closer by Kings Of Leon er. Awesome ganta. Bishesh kore koyekta line. Jemon, She took my heart i think she took my soul. Jotil ekta line. Cupid o amr heart ta niye jae nai. Niye geche amr soul. Ami tai ekhon mrito prae. Age onk moja kortam, akhon r pari na. Hoy na.
Happy friday.
Location shack. Here i am. Doing something, forget it. I can't say. Sob shomoy sotto bola thik na. Khoti hoy. Mithha bolte chaina. Boli o na. But kotha ta kono manush shunle bolbe atai to boro mittha kotha. Ha, amio mittha boli, but mostly involves politics. Simple lie. Some short of convincing. To make people believe something which isn't real. Ami ja janate chai, boro boro neta ra setai janbe. Beparta erokom. Eta asole mittha na. Acting. Acting like i'm your friend which is not. Drama. So, etake k kittha bols chole? Jai hok, that's upon you guys. Jai hok, ami mittha bolte chai na. R jekhane sotto bola problem, sekhane sotto ta skip kore jaoai better. 2 ta friend cheka khaise. Agulo niye golpo hocche. Sobai e fun kortese. Even tarao. Valo lage na aisob prem er golpo.
Gorom lagtese. Accha prem er golpo gula ki mostly sex involved? Sex and love. Expression of love is sex. Funny. Akhon erokom e hoye geche. Love er expression onek ase. 2 jon 2 jon k alingon korai valobashar bohipreokas na. Tobe sex valobasha sristy korte pare mone hoy. Tanahole arranged marriage chele meye keu kaoke chine na dekhe nai, tader moddho valobasha hoy kemne? Bashor rat a body share kore valobashe. Sei love srstikorta prodotto. Eternal. Love, huh? Piece of shit.
Buk joltese. Pani khawa dorkar. But pani nai.
9:34pm
Now i came back to my room. Readying my internet connection. Above mentioned story was written via mobile.
10:25pm.
Room a choto vai ra chilo tai kichu likhte parini. Choyon boshe chilo khaiye deyar jonno. Aj kal vat nijer hat a khete o alshemi lage. Pore khabo bole okey chole jete bollam. Khathal khelam. Jatio fol. Palash diye gelo. Valo chilo kathal ta. Choyon amr jonno cha r cigarette niye ashche. Bottle a kore cha.Flux o ache amr kache. But bottle a beshi valo. Ki bolbo r. Valo lage na kichu. Sob kichu kemon jeno panse, biroktikor. Sudhu pain r pain. facebook er ekta page er moto bolte hoy. Jibon ta ekta bash bagan, khali bash r bash. ha ha ha. Sudhu pain r pain. Ubuntur er buit-in messenger opren kora ache. Keu online ba offline holei ek rokom sound kore. Gan chara dorkar, tahole ai sound ta shona jabe na. Lelin aj kichu hindi robindro song diye geche. Se gulo play korlam. Dekhi kemon lage. Hindi gan ami temon ekta shunina. Hindi gan keno shunbo? English internation language hishabe shona jae, hindi kono porjaye pore na. R bangla song to obboshoi shona uchit. Valoi to lagtese ai ganta. But bujhtesina ki boltese. Hindi totota valo bujhina. Pasher room a fahim r jamil thake. Oder final prof exam. Beshi jore sound deya thik hobe na. Disturb hoy hoyto, kisu bole na. Na bola tai savabik. Tobuo amr eta consider kora uchit. Kal ward a jabo. Jete hobe actually. Kaj ache.
Greek mythology amr koase mojar e lage. Zeus, god of heaven and tar weapon hocche thunderbolt, Poseidon, god of water, i mean sea. R Hades, god of underword. Mane hades holo shoytan. Clash of the titan film ta amr kase valo lage. Hades er dialogue gulo. You are specks of dust beneath our fingernails. You have insulted powers beyond your comprehension. What do you know of beauty, what is more beautiful than death. Only her blood will sate the kraken and Zeus who you have so offended. Choose your penance, destruction or sacrifice. Kothin lage dialogue gula.
11:12
Choyon amk khaiye dite asche. Vat khabo. Mangsho gorom kortesi. Akhi name er ekta meyer sathe chatting kortesi facebook a. Koto kal knock korsilo but kheyal kori nai. Tai aj nije knock korlam. Prothome chinlo na. Name naki show kortese na. Number show kortese ID r. Obak lagtesilo. Getting notification about who's online who's offline. Atar sound ta bondho kora dorkar. Jak off korsi. Birokto lagchilo sound gulo. Khawa sesh. R khete icche korche na.
11:48pm.
Johanna kisu song tittle fb inbox send korsilo. Gan gulo download kora hoyni. Akhon kortesi. Dekhi gan gulo kemon. Aj ekdom e valo lagche na. Taratari ghumiye porbo. Shuye probo actually. Ghum ashbe kina janina. Diner bela khub valo ghum hocche. But rat a hocche na. Sobai jar jar kaj a besto. Amr e kono kaj nei. Sarata poth jure ami eka, hete jai akash nodir pane cheye. Nil jochonae, sritir o vire, hariye jae mon adhare. Rate adhare. Keu bojhe na amr kosto, bujhte chesta o korena. Asolei sobar e kosto ache. Karo kosto keu bojhe na. But sobai e chay tar kosto ta ekjon ontoto bujhuk. Boyfriend or Girlfriend. Tobe bf/gf thakle problem holo, shadhinota thake na. Kichuta holeo khorbo hoy. Ekta common complain ase sob gf der, j tar bf takey shomoy dae na. R bf er complain, saradin shomoy chay, aita ki possible. Ha ha ha. Ata khub common. Meyera beshi dependent hoye jae bf er proti. Atar upokar o ase, opokar o ase. Dependency ta barle shomoy chawa bare jeta ek shomoy cheleder kase pain hoye jae. Break up er shomvobona thake. Premer sobcheye boro advantage holo, ata ekta dayittobodh creat kore manusher majhe. Ata future a khub helpfull hoy.
Amr sound system ta ami nije thik korsi, 2 ta k ekta korsi. Ekhon sound onek valo hoy. Quality o valo.
Aj onek din por ek friend er sathe dekha holo. Akran. Chattro dol er vice president. Amk dekhe or ektai dukkho amr chehara naki nosto hoye geche. Chehara dhuye ki pani khabo? Foul. Or mathae awl foul buddhi beshi. Beshi political. Amr sathe ekta jhamelao hoisilo or sathe ekbar. Aita niye pore friend ra boshe bichar achar hoise. Then it was finished.
12:14am
Linux chat box open ache. Facebook contacts. Jara ache tader sathe chat korte icche kortese na. Akhi knock korlo. ID ta ki, ashay vora akhi. Ahare bechari. Koto asha j tar cokhe.
Kal abar milad ase rubinar. Organized by Medicine Club. Ai club ta ekta jotil jinis. Campus sob potential chelepele ai club korse but jar mon maboshikota valo tara porobortite ai club chere dise.
Fajlamu korar mood a asi. Chatting a faizlamu kortesi.
nah aj kichu valo lagche na. Jai shuye thaki, Bye. Well, it was our so called happy friday. Keu bujhbe na atar mane. Lol.
Friday, June 24, 2011
God and his will.
Room a boshe achi. Totally boring lagche. Bujhtesina. Kothao giye moja pacchi na. Anondonogor kothae? Koto dur? Naki eta shudhue morichika. Shuye achi. Ektu age canteen a gelam, sekhaneo valo laglo na. Tai room a back korlam. Ekhaneo valo lagche na. Dekhi mithu k phone dei. Ashbe o or bike niye. CDI 100 cc. High class bike na. But engine valo cdi er. Or bike a chore ektu ghurbo kichukkhon. Dekhi valo lage kina. Mithu amr close friend der moddhe ekjon. But majhe majhe or attitude kemon jeno lage. 1st year a mithu der sathe porichoy. Tokhon 250 bed a adda martam beshi. Onek din sei adda hoyna. Juice khaisi aj. Tai mone hoy arokom lagtese. Ekta cigarette khawa dorkar. But room a ki ache? Dekhi check kore. Hm, paisi. Matro 1 ta ase. Amr life ta emon holo keno? Ami emon life chaini kokhono. Odvut. Sristikorta khub odvut. Nah, hoyto amrai odvut. Jemon pai temonti chaina.
Some say, our fate is written on us. So, why should we'll be punished after death? That was our fate what we've done in this world. If god controls everything, he controls our life and what we are doing in our lifetime. Ain't that our fault, yet we will be punished as they say. But god provoke us to do something in this world. If it is bad or good. We don't have any choice as they say. That's not fair. Anyways, i'm not questioning gods. But i'm trying to figure out something. What we've been smoking out here in this world? Or maybe god has the power to give up birth on our mothers womb and then take us out to heaven or hell. Will is ours. He has only given us the power of our will. And our fate depends on it. That is what i meant to say or prove. Sometimes when i watch over some movies of war, so often one question came to my mind, it god is satisfied with this massive murder, he is not god at all. Those warrior used to say that they are fighting for god. And that is god's will. If killing is god's will howcome you should pray to a killer? If mother teresha can't go to heaven according to our religion howcome we can go there? She wasn't muslim and they say, none but muslim will get heaven today or tomorrow. She wasn't took birth from a muslim family, that ain't her fault. Well, people might say, she should've change her religion and become a muslim. Who on earth with change their family religion? Any muslim won't do that, why she would do? And that is the another thing which is not fair. Giving an advantage to some people by giving them birth from a muslim family. Surely it isn't fair. Why don't hindu or cristian people deserve this advantage? If you wasn't muslim what will you do then? Pray your own god without questioning. Other peoples ar doing the same. You can't blame them. Why should they get punishment from gods as it was god's will? Or god has done that. I'm sick of it.
Night with some fun
Hey guys? I've spent a weird day after all. I wake up 3:30pm last day. Spent the day doing nothing. Well, it's really weird for me. I usually want to stay busy all the day. But now these days i don't know what happened to me. I've become something i never wanted. But what for? Complicated.
Now i have my facebook page open on my laptop and chatting with friends. Rakhee, my batch-mate and Johanna, my friend from Finland. She's a good friend of mine. I can share anything with her. She gave me much of her time when i was so alone. I used make fun with her. I always do, try to make her laugh and she loves it. Now i' trying to make her monkey and she is trying to prove me a BUG!!! A bug? Do you people think i'm like a bug? Not at all. lol
Well, we both are having much fun. As we always have. But at the middle of the time i wasn't able to contact with her as i disconnected my internet connection and was so busy with political works.
Ow, it's so incredible. I'm chatting with them and typing this post. Seems so fast though. Rakhe is talking about class and johanna still trying to prove me a BUG! She lost like she always do :P She went to offline. And akhi knocked me.
Ow, good heaves. Life is so beautiful. Here i am, chatting with my friends, listening music, having tea and smoking. Johanna came back online and doing the same thing again. It's great to argue with her.
Now rakhe and me is talking about our old days. Changes. She reminded me my old dialogue, "tension nis na, realax!" This one i used on my stage performance. It was a stage drama. I acted on few stage dramas. And ofcourse those were great. I can't perform now though if i wanted to. Cause we are most seniors now. It will be ridiculous. No one will want theirselves to look ridiculous. My 1st stage performance was in a drama named Birth Fantasy and i was a thug. Cool one you know. I was aggressive on it. Pretty cool. My costume was perfect. And that act made me much popular to our teachers. They liked my act.
Cupid always was so reserve. She barely talks with anyone. But i talked with her few days. But i made a mistake, then she took off. Horrible mistake. If i had a reset button. *deep sigh* I am flipping out. I want to take my mind off her. At any cost. Damn you mind. Why don't you listen to me?
Well, i need to do something else to take my mind off her. What can i do? Umm, thinking. What if i go outside and have a walk alone? Well, not a good idea. It will be worst possible idea ever. If i walk alone i must think of something, and that will bring her on my mind for sure. Well, lets go to someone's room. Maybe be at mosharrof's room. That's it. Done. But he is sleeping.
2:00am
It's midnight. Rakhe went off just now as her mobile battery is dying. But johanna is till here and our argument is never gonna end. lol. We both enjoy this. Yada yada yada. Well, now i ended up our chatting. We had enough fun for tonight. I'm gonna go now. Bye guys! Wish me tight sleep and a sweet dream. Thank you!
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Hey guys! Here i'm back with some new experience indeed. Today i first chatted with our principle on facebook. It didn't ended well as we all know Facebook chat sucks. I greet him and he replied, 'Porte bosho, shamne exam. What else i can expect from him besides pretending me to study. He cares about me a lot. And loves me as his own son. I'm the man with luck. Wherever i go i can win over some mindless dregs, where as they start to love me. And here at FMC, why should it be different?
Yesterday
Sir :) salam
23:41
Porte bosho
Shamne exam
G sit, matro 10 min net a thakbo
Tito is offline. Your messages will be sent to his inbox.
Well, here is the chat we had.
I'm really pissed of by this grammen phone internet service. It is poor enough to make you believe this is bangladesh and nothing works here as we people want. Again, no big deal. lol. I gonna switch my internet connection into broadband. That is not good either but apparently better for here. 256kbps speed, that must be sucks for any other country but here we hardly can imagine this. How sad is that?
Today i slept at daytime. I was suppose not to do that. I broke my rule. Well, i don't mind. Rules are made to broke. I surely enjoyed it. I also haven't done some other things today. But i was supposed to do those. Anyways, maybe i wanted to have a change.
2:27am.
Well, it's too late now. I wasn't in mood to type something and publish that on my blogs. One thing i noticed lately, i didn't had my bath for 2 days. I totally can't get it how i forgot. So, i had my bath just earlier. On my way back from bathroom i saw showrav having times with mosharrof. Showrav, wicked guy! Trying to do something i guess. Maybe he is interested with politics again. Will he start it again? Ofcourse, and who said he has gone out of politics? He never gave up. He declared that cause he failed to do anything as he never was able to do anything. Nothing but a loser he is. Well, if he starts it again, it won't be a problem for me but for few other people from whom he will get support and put their backs upon me. It means he's gonna ruin the peace of this campus and surely i won't spare him this time. I'll just knock his heads off. Not with my own hand actually, some juniors gonna do that for me. As i took the highest risk for my politics i won't let anyone come beside me, but as my fellow, my descendant. He never gonna be my fellow. He has his own pride which ruined him. He thinks that he is very heroic leader. Seems funny though. Cause to be a heroic leader one must have certain qualities which is absent in him. He is nothing but a jar-head dropout. A dope. He never thought of anyone beside himself and jony. But jony never thought of him. He is the most selfish person i've ever seen. That's an impressive bounty for showrav though.
Showrav always used to say about ethics. That's really funny for me. Where his ethics was when he gave up politics leaving his fellows? If i didn't accept those mindless dregs, and gave 'em my support what the heck on earth will happen to them? They are now controlling this college and everything. They can't imagine how worst life awaits them then. But with my and my friends support they were able to recover. What showrav has done for them? We were the same them. Me and showrav. He took his support from that fat guy, Jony and from few doctors. And me, only from my friends. There was no such doctors support me rather they wants me to be terminated. But still i won. Actually honesty, truth and bravery always win. I was honest with my words. I don't believe few rumors can be enough for terminate one. Well, showrav did used some rumors and some false blame on me. To tito sir and everyone. But now when they come to know the truth they hate him. Tito sir knows the truth from the beginning and hates him from then though. Others, after they took the control of fmc. Now showrav again trying to win over those mindless dregs again for work with him. It won't work. But if t works, they will be the greatest betrayer of fmc. And i'll curse on them. I'll take revenge for the betrayal, and that will be a lifetime gig. I've done so hard work for this politics and ofcourse it has it's price. I won't let them take my glory.
Well, he fought for power and i fought for honor. God has chosen me to glorify. Let that happen again. Let him fight for power again and let me fight for honor. Let the god decide which man to glorify again.
3:13am
I wish if i could have cupid by my side. I would have give up everything for her. Daydreaming, eh? That's never gonna happen. Neither she will come by my side nor i can give up everything now. I've come far away from my life. Nothings gonna change now. So, i have to get my mind off her. Well, better i go to sleep now. Bye now.
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
Hey there. Now i'm at my room. Watching a weird movie named Priest. It is almost the ending. So obviously we are gonna enjoy some action. So be it now. That was huge blast. Awesome. Now they are gonna meet each other, cause it is last scene. Lol. Finish. So, it wasn't a diversity thing.
Ow great. It was on load shedding. Awesome, that i finished up the film with IPS. Now, lights are out, fan also. Darkness, song and hot weather. What a gift of the day. I think, i should finish up my dinner right away. But you know i've become a little bit lazy these day. Eating is a process, i hate most. Ow well, choyon's gonna help me out with this sort of work. He will feed me dinner. I'll just lie down on my chair, and swallow.
Load shedding is over. Tunred on my laptop again. What will i enjoy now? Something i've seen before.
1:09 am
Well, now i'm lying on my bed. I gonna try to sleep early. I badly need this actually. I had a day of shit today. Listening musics now. It's been playing on my mp3 player. Change in song selections. Al are bangla and belongs to artcell, aurthohin and shironamhin. That sounds great, isn't it? Not feeling welL to type anything. I'm gonna go. Bye. Good night to you all, and good night kiss on the forehead of my cupid. Love you. Bye.
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Fight
Hey guys. In case you have noticed i didn't slept last night, so im tired. But, not sleepy yet. I need medication badly. Maybe i've got some psychiatric problem, nor maybe not. At 10 of morning i was supposed to sleep for a while but my friend came to visit me, and we had something to eat. Well, hope you guys have enough brain to got it. Then i was sitting at canteen like usual. Had couple of cups of tea and few sticks of cigarette. Then i brought back myself to my room and started facebooking. I also checked my MySpace account after few long months. They've upgraded their features. Now it looks much better.
In the meantime i was enjoying the movie Troy. This is awesome. Specially the dialogues of Achilles. Achilles, a great warrior. But what were they fighting for? Well, Paris fought for Love, Hector fought for his Land, Agamemnon fought for Power, Menelaus fought for honour and it was Achilles, who fought for glory.
Everyone of them had a reason to fight. But what I'm fighting for? Land? That is not in trouble apparently. Love? I don't have anyone to love or loves me back. Power? It never worth's this fighting. I had power before and i will have. Then was it honour? People honoured me when i took my first step into this campus. So, maybe it is for glory. Maybe i'm fighting for glories sake. Yes, it is glory. I want these guys of fmc will remember name when i leave this college. My buddies will carry on my name.
In my 1st year of this campus these college crews used to tell me some stories of of elders. About their crazy works indeed. I've done far more than them. Why don't these guys will not remember my name. Ofcourse they will. They will tell my stories to our descendants. An they will theirs. This is how it will pass on. I was one of them who felt the politics between clubs are nasty, spoiled, cheap. Then we dreamt for the real politics. Bangladesh Student league. Well, in our country the idea of politics has been spoiled. Still i tried to be reasonable. I wanted all the students will live some happy life together. But all we know, if anyone wants to do something good, bad will stand up against it. And surely it has. People are talking about me, my bad habits. Well, as i'm a human, i might have something bad in me. But why do you good people will look upon the bad side. Why don't you guys see the good lies on every man. It says that, bad things stays at peoples back side, that's why they can't see their own bad. Certainly i fixed a mirror in me, which reflects my bad upon my eys and i can see them. I know what's bad in me. But do you guys ever thought, why these bad things embedded in me? Have you guys ever tried to figure out. Nope. You guys never did.
No big deal. As you guys are element of our society, it surely was my fault. My limitations, that i was failed to cope up with our so called modern society. I can't complain you guys. I never tried to do. Only thing i tried to do is make people understand myself. I failed on that too. Am i a looser? Perhaps not. Whatever i did in my life from heart, i proved myself best on that. So, how can i be a looser? That' outta question. Actually, no one will understand me if they don't come closer to me. Nor shall i. I spent almost all night thinking of myself. I judge myself, my work. And finally i can figure out a conclusion. That sounds weird to you guys, right? Ha ha ha. Let me advise you something. Manage half an hour of a day for your own, during that time you'll think of yourself. What you did, what you do and what will you do. Judge them all. You'll be able to see the demon in you. How that demons crawls up in your mind. If you can identify it, you certainly can figure out the solution.
Well, it's five 55 of afternoon.i shall go now. I'm seriously in need of a cup of tea. The worst tea i ever can have in my life. undoubtedly this tea belongs to either Bablu or Moin. Both of them sucks. Okay Guys. See you later then. Bye.
Mourning
10:55 pm
Hey guys! I'm back now. Time's 10:55 pm. Well, this day is not good for fmc. One of her student died. Another star has fallen from the sky. All other students are mourning for this death.
Onek khon kisu likhte parlam na. Majhe majhe kisu lekha possible hoyna. Aj dintai kharap. Sokale ghum theke uthe class a na giye abar ghumaisi. Goto rat a amr ghum hoyni. Dupureo ghumate parlam na. Oshojjho lagche. Meyeta alpo boyosh a mara gelo, unexpected.Accident, huh? Kokhon hoy kivabe hoy keu bolte pare na. Kal 19th batch er chele meyera janaza porte jabe. Aj e jete cheyechilo, but tito sir mana korse. Jodi abar kono accident hoy. Pore ora amk janalo kalam er maddhome. Sir k phone kore ask korlam bollo rat a pathayo na. Amio mana kore dilam. Sokal 5 tae jete bollam. Micro bus thik kore disi 2 ta. Jabe mawa hoye. Ferry o DC k diye thik koriye rakhlam. 25 jon jabe. 5 jon meye jabe. Akhon porjonto atai jani. Tobe sobcheye annoying bepar holo, orna golae pechiye mara gelo kivabe? R atota careless kivabe holo meyeta? Ornae jodi shamlate na pare, tahole kivabe hobe. Bujhina. Onek meyekei dekhsi orna careless vabe golae jhuliye rakhe rickshaw te chorar shomoy. R ekta jinis dekhlam aj, facebook a showing tendency. Jemon kar age k status dite pare. Abar keu keu doa o kore facebook a. R keu keu doa korte bole sobai k. Ata thik ache. Sobai k bad news ta janiye doa korar jonno request kora ta better and logical but facebook a Allah r kase doa kora ta valo mone hoy na amr. Ata showing tendency mone hoy. Facebook a doa korle ki Allah dekhe, r mone mone jara doa kore tader ta dekhena? Ajob. Jai hok ata to mojar factor na. Jevabei koruk, doa korlei mone mon theke.
12:02am
Valo lagche na kisu. Puro college a shoker chaya. Kal college bondho kore dei. Hm, deya jae. College bondho kore shok dibos hishabe palon kora uchit. Tobe ami ekta jinish bujhtesina, oi meye k ami chini na tobuo amr ato kharapn lagtese ken? Hoyto, mrittu tar sob bepar jantesi and mrittu k kendro kore kichu sohojogita o korsi bolei. Aj amr 01715 numberta arekta handset a use korsi, tito sir phone dise, amito r bujhi nai, oi set a save o kora chilo na. Ami ask kortesi, hello k? Sathe network o problem korlo valo kore shunte parchilam na. Sir khpe giye bollo, Shipon na tmi? Ami bollam ha apni k? Sir bole ami doctor tito, ki number save nai? Pore bollam sorry sir onno set use kortesi to, tai. Meytar ki obostha jante chailo sir. Bollam, all hope has gone. But death declare kore nai. Sir bollo, akhon amr ki kora uchit. Ami bollam, apni coelleg ekdin bondho kore shok dibos palon koriye denr pore ekta milad diye diben. Sir bollo, ha, to kal tomra koyekjon aso, kore dibo.
LiveJournal er password match korche na. Tai abar password change korlam. LiveJournal, Blogger r wordpress a amr blog. Amr blog a post korar ekta easy way ache. 3 ta blog er 3 ta mailbox ache, segulare post ta mail kore dilei publish hoye jae. Emailid verified kore eta korte hoise. Facebook akhon birokto lage. Tai blogging. R facebook a sob kichu lekha o jae na. Firefox er 3 ta tab a 3 ta blog open. Nah, close kore net disconnect kori. Ami akhono dinner kori nai. Khub khuda lagche. Jai kheye ashi.
12:50am
Dinner sesh korlam. Ami majhe majhe ekta jinish chinta kori. Seta holo amr arokom obstha hole ki holo? Teachers, students level a ki rokom impact porto? FMC te keu ki kosto peto? Keu keu hoyto kosto peto abar keu keu peto na. Max. kosto peto naki max peto na? Surely bolte partesina. Tobe amr ja mone hoy ta holo mrittur por villain o hero hoye jae amader somaj a. Jai hok, cha khete icche korchilo. Ek choto vai k diye yusuf er cha analam. Bottle a kore. Akhon gorom korchi. Kal 19th batch er oder sathe 18th batch koyekjon o jabe. Abong commillar chele hishabe 16th er mahfuz o jabe. Valo.
Bottle a kore cha khete valo e lage. Obvas ta beshi diner na. Tobe rat a cha khawar obvash onek ager. Akhon khub lazy hoye gechi. Tachara rat kore amr baire jaoa o akhon safe na. Zellar politics ektu gorom ekhon. Zellar president Monir vai k ami marsilam. Akhon protisodh nileo nite pare.
Idaning khub beshi olosh hoye gechi. Baire jeteo valo lagena. Saradin chair a boshe gan shuni r net surfing.
Valo lagche na now. Tobe valo na laga kichue na, sudhu matro ekta manoshik rog. Light niviye dite icche hocche but tohale type korte parbona. Dekhi kono buddhi kora jae kina. Ekta buddhi ashche. Light bondho kore table lamp on kore dilei to hoy. Tai korlam. Now valo lagtese.
Shironamhin er gan shuni. Train. Awesome ganta. I love it. Gantar summury holo, manush jane na jene shudhu shukher pichone chote, but sukh dhora dae na. Asolei manush protiniyoto sukher piche chote but kothao sukh paena. Ami paina. Akhon Onek asha niye ganta shuntesi. Atao jotil gan. Onek shobuz er prante tmi thako ekaki. Ami dhushor dhushor hoye jege thaki. Ata mane hocche onek pranobonto manush er sathe thekeo tmi eka thako, tmr mone ami dhushor hoye shara dae. Dhushor bolte mlan hoye bujhiyeche. Puro gantar meaning obak kora shundor. Shironamhin er Zia vai ekta genius. gan gulo max. e tar lekha. Tar kolpona shokti ato prokhor. Icche ghuri ganta diye maybe bujhaise j life a tmr icche moto live korom but kichu onushashon mene icche moto jibon shajao. Agulo amr mone hoy. Amr view. R ekjon r ekrokom vabte pare. Tobe eka pakhi ganta niye ami jerokom kolpona korechilam music video tae se rokom e bujhiyeche. So, maybe tader thinking r amr thinking almost same. Bondho janala album er Eka ganta shunle amr khub loneliness feel hoy. Bhalobash megh ganta shunle Cupid k miss kori. Ki j obostha amr. Allah e janen. Rat a ghumnao to mone hoy vulei gechi. Ki j korbo bujhte parina. Bachte icche hoyna r. Ato problem, ato kosto. Jiboner proty maya chole geche.
R ekta jotil jinish holo Artcell. Genius. Utshaber Utshahe gan ta shunchi now. Amr dharona cheka khawa manush der k nesha na kore notun vabe bachar ahoban janano hoyeche ganta te.
Cupid k onk din dekhina. Khub dekhte icche korche. But possible na. Or hashimakha ekta pic wallpaper a dilam. Dekhchi okey. Or hashi, opolok dristy. Sob miliye ekta angel from heaven. Or dan cokher niche ekta gol kalo spot ache. Halka kalo. Bojha jae na valo kore na dekhle. Ota onno okey maybe aro beshi shundor lage. Ata ekta pohela boishakh er pic. Shari pora. Kaner dul ta maybe matir. Mone hocche. Asb er bepar a idea nai amr. Chul gulo halka lalche lagche. khub silky o mone hocche. Ekbar o ekta chulniye jotno kore rekhe diyechilam. Ekta chul to, tai hariye felsi. Shamnashamni to kono din bolte parbona tai pic takey boli, I Love You Cupid. Love you so much. Ha ha ha. No reply.
Table a pa tule adho shoya hoye achi rocking chair a. Aram lagche.
Amader ovidhan a mitthe hoy onubad. Oboshad, ashroy khoje, manusher ondhokar ghore. Drutiman, drutirodh hoye anmone mene ney porajoy.
Utshober utshahe gantar ai line gulo jotil lage.
1:47am
Onek rat holo. Ekta film dekhi. Ager dekha kono film. favorite part gulo dekhi.
2:24am
300 movie ta joto dekhi totoi valo lage. How brave 300 warrior killed lacs of persian army. Now these days, no one will stand up against rivals for country where death is so certain. Salute to them and their honored death. I am free man like them. I have nothing to loose nothing to gain.
2:58am
Now i have to go. Feeling tired still not sleepy. Bye guys! And of course a good night kiss on the forehead of my Cupid. Bye.
Monday, June 20, 2011
It is not a good weather after all. It was so good in last few days. It is rainy season. But the problem is, I don't like rain that much. I have allergy on it.
I have some friends online on facebook. But i don't wanna chat with them now. I can't find any topics to chat with them. How are you, what you are doing, these questions are lame i think. As you got me online you might know what i'm doing. Right? Sometime people from next knocks me on facebook, that is totally annoying. Another thing of facebook bothers me is, people used to complain about others. Like, only he/her is a good guys and all other is bad guy, selfish and so cheap minded. Weird.
It was fathers day last day. And everybody showed up their love for their father. Loving parents don't need any special day. Everyone loves them no matter what day it is or what their parents are either bad guy or not. Child is a gift of heaven handed to their parents. So they were bless by love. Of course they love each other. But if any exception found, don't count it on.
I don't know why i do have some different thought about almost everything. Am i different from other or more realistic than others? I don't know. People around me will judge me about this.
Well, it late. I'm gonna go. I have class at morning.
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Sunday, June 19, 2011
Doctors tea room a boshe achi. Block posting er moto baje jinish r nai. Emnite to to ward 11:30 porjonjonto hoto, ekhon unlimited time. Kokhono 12 ta, kokhono 1 ta. Boring. Jak, aj to tea room a boshe film dekhte partesi, Vastav. Jotil film, onekbar dekhsi. Valo lage. Realistic film. Sanjoy dutta boss actor. Amr favorite actor. Shuvo dadar jonno boshe achi. Joruri kaj ache onar sathe. Kaj ta hole khub valo hobe. Matha betha kortese ektu. Kal rat a ghum hoyni. 3 hours ghumaisi only. Dupure ghumate parbo kina shondeho. Dekha jak ki hoy.