Room a boshe achi. Totally boring lagche. Bujhtesina. Kothao giye moja pacchi na. Anondonogor kothae? Koto dur? Naki eta shudhue morichika. Shuye achi. Ektu age canteen a gelam, sekhaneo valo laglo na. Tai room a back korlam. Ekhaneo valo lagche na. Dekhi mithu k phone dei. Ashbe o or bike niye. CDI 100 cc. High class bike na. But engine valo cdi er. Or bike a chore ektu ghurbo kichukkhon. Dekhi valo lage kina. Mithu amr close friend der moddhe ekjon. But majhe majhe or attitude kemon jeno lage. 1st year a mithu der sathe porichoy. Tokhon 250 bed a adda martam beshi. Onek din sei adda hoyna. Juice khaisi aj. Tai mone hoy arokom lagtese. Ekta cigarette khawa dorkar. But room a ki ache? Dekhi check kore. Hm, paisi. Matro 1 ta ase. Amr life ta emon holo keno? Ami emon life chaini kokhono. Odvut. Sristikorta khub odvut. Nah, hoyto amrai odvut. Jemon pai temonti chaina.
Some say, our fate is written on us. So, why should we'll be punished after death? That was our fate what we've done in this world. If god controls everything, he controls our life and what we are doing in our lifetime. Ain't that our fault, yet we will be punished as they say. But god provoke us to do something in this world. If it is bad or good. We don't have any choice as they say. That's not fair. Anyways, i'm not questioning gods. But i'm trying to figure out something. What we've been smoking out here in this world? Or maybe god has the power to give up birth on our mothers womb and then take us out to heaven or hell. Will is ours. He has only given us the power of our will. And our fate depends on it. That is what i meant to say or prove. Sometimes when i watch over some movies of war, so often one question came to my mind, it god is satisfied with this massive murder, he is not god at all. Those warrior used to say that they are fighting for god. And that is god's will. If killing is god's will howcome you should pray to a killer? If mother teresha can't go to heaven according to our religion howcome we can go there? She wasn't muslim and they say, none but muslim will get heaven today or tomorrow. She wasn't took birth from a muslim family, that ain't her fault. Well, people might say, she should've change her religion and become a muslim. Who on earth with change their family religion? Any muslim won't do that, why she would do? And that is the another thing which is not fair. Giving an advantage to some people by giving them birth from a muslim family. Surely it isn't fair. Why don't hindu or cristian people deserve this advantage? If you wasn't muslim what will you do then? Pray your own god without questioning. Other peoples ar doing the same. You can't blame them. Why should they get punishment from gods as it was god's will? Or god has done that. I'm sick of it.
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