12:21pm

Hey guys! Here i'm back with some new experience indeed. Today i first chatted with our principle on facebook. It didn't ended well as we all know Facebook chat sucks. I greet him and he replied, 'Porte bosho, shamne exam. What else i can expect from him besides pretending me to study. He cares about me a lot. And loves me as his own son. I'm the man with luck. Wherever i go i can win over some mindless dregs, where as they start to love me. And here at FMC, why should it be different?

Yesterday

Sir :) salam

23:41

Porte bosho

Shamne exam

G sit, matro 10 min net a thakbo

Tito is offline. Your messages will be sent to his inbox.

Well, here is the chat we had.

I'm really pissed of by this grammen phone internet service. It is poor enough to make you believe this is bangladesh and nothing works here as we people want. Again, no big deal. lol. I gonna switch my internet connection into broadband. That is not good either but apparently better for here. 256kbps speed, that must be sucks for any other country but here we hardly can imagine this. How sad is that?

Today i slept at daytime. I was suppose not to do that. I broke my rule. Well, i don't mind. Rules are made to broke. I surely enjoyed it. I also haven't done some other things today. But i was supposed to do those. Anyways, maybe i wanted to have a change.


2:27am.

Well, it's too late now. I wasn't in mood to type something and publish that on my blogs. One thing i noticed lately, i didn't had my bath for 2 days. I totally can't get it how i forgot. So, i had my bath just earlier. On my way back from bathroom i saw showrav having times with mosharrof. Showrav, wicked guy! Trying to do something i guess. Maybe he is interested with politics again. Will he start it again? Ofcourse, and who said he has gone out of politics? He never gave up. He declared that cause he failed to do anything as he never was able to do anything. Nothing but a loser he is. Well, if he starts it again, it won't be a problem for me but for few other people from whom he will get support and put their backs upon me. It means he's gonna ruin the peace of this campus and surely i won't spare him this time. I'll just knock his heads off. Not with my own hand actually, some juniors gonna do that for me. As i took the highest risk for my politics i won't let anyone come beside me, but as my fellow, my descendant. He never gonna be my fellow. He has his own pride which ruined him. He thinks that he is very heroic leader. Seems funny though. Cause to be a heroic leader one must have certain qualities which is absent in him. He is nothing but a jar-head dropout. A dope. He never thought of anyone beside himself and jony. But jony never thought of him. He is the most selfish person i've ever seen. That's an impressive bounty for showrav though.

Showrav always used to say about ethics. That's really funny for me. Where his ethics was when he gave up politics leaving his fellows? If i didn't accept those mindless dregs, and gave 'em my support what the heck on earth will happen to them? They are now controlling this college and everything. They can't imagine how worst life awaits them then. But with my and my friends support they were able to recover. What showrav has done for them? We were the same them. Me and showrav. He took his support from that fat guy, Jony and from few doctors. And me, only from my friends. There was no such doctors support me rather they wants me to be terminated. But still i won. Actually honesty, truth and bravery always win. I was honest with my words. I don't believe few rumors can be enough  for terminate one. Well, showrav did used some rumors and some false blame on me. To tito sir and everyone. But now when they come to know the truth they hate him. Tito sir knows the truth from the beginning and hates him from then though. Others, after they took the control of fmc. Now showrav again trying to win over those mindless dregs again for work with him. It won't work. But if t works, they will be the greatest betrayer of fmc. And i'll curse on them. I'll take revenge for the betrayal, and that will be a lifetime gig. I've done so hard work for this politics and ofcourse it has it's price. I won't let them take my glory.

Well, he fought for power and i fought for honor. God has chosen me to glorify. Let that happen again. Let him fight for power again and let me fight for honor. Let the god decide which man to glorify again.

3:13am

 I wish if i could have cupid by my side. I would have give up everything for her. Daydreaming, eh? That's never gonna happen. Neither she will come by my side nor i can give up everything now. I've come far away from my life. Nothings gonna change now. So, i have to get my mind off her. Well, better i go to sleep now. Bye now.