The truth!

1:50 am

Bashay eshe ekta jhamelae porte hoy sobshomoy. Seta holo cigarette. Rat cigarette khetam na kokhonoi, jokhon bashay chilam. But now hostel life a, rate atleast 10 ta cigarette lage. Bashay ashle khawa hoy 1 ta matro. Damn. This is just wrong man. Aj ekta sotti golpo likhvo blog a. Politics related. Amr kokhonoi avabe politics korar icche chilona. Mane ato boro politician howar. Ek friend oidin bollo, shipon er moto political leader kono mc tei nai. Kotha ta hoyto sotto ba otironzito. Tobe eta thik, medical college a politics kore pore zellar politics a leading deya aj porjonto keu pareni. Ja bolchilam, ata kokhonoi amr icche chilo na. FMC te vorti howar por dekhlam club based nongrami. Village politics. Sobcheye nikristotomo rajnity. Kharap lagto. Tokhon ami rajnity dhukanor bepar a uddog nilam. Pore shuni arokom aro koyekjon ase. Sobai ek holam. Rajnity ashlo, ekhane villain holo medicine club, mair khelo sojib r tanna. Sathe maruf. Amra committee pelam. Tokhon e politics theke nijeke gutiye nei. Ja cheyechilam tai hoyeche. R ki chai? Amader batch theke thik chilo ami president r showran gs. Kintu ami mone mone vabtam, ami president hole showrav amr mrittur ag porjonto bolbe j, se sacrifice korsilo bolei ami president hoisi. Ager ekta post a ami likhsilam, vikkhar dan ami nei na. Hoy adae kori or orjon kori. Tai mone mone thik korsilam sacrifice ta ami e korbo. But ai rajnity theke nijeke gutiye neya ta k amr durbolota vablo jony vai. Amk prae bad deyar plan korlo. Sei gs pod tai amr upor chapiye dite chay, na manle ami bad. Kharap laglo shune. Ami bollam amr pod lagbe na. Pod chai o na. Tarpor 2009 er 16th december amk phone dilo jony abong kharap achoron korlo. Challenge korlo amk. Bollo, tmi kivabe faridpur a politics koro ami dekhe nibo. I accept that challenge. Shuru holo amr upor manosik nirjaton jar kono protikar nai. Ek shomoyer kacher choto vaira beyadobi kora shuru kore indirectly. Khub kosto lagto. Prothome chinta korsilam college politics korbo na. Tito sir mana korsilo. Bolsilo, sobai rajnity kore ja pae, shipon jodi tader cheye beshi pae tahole or rajnity korar ki dorkar. Tai ami nijeke zella te involve korlam. Zellar ekta sodossho pod o college committee r president er soman. Sekhane performance ato valo j, aro boro pod chinta korto amk niye, ami nije kortam na. Rajnity ta ek shomoy nijer ostitto rokkhar jonno korte hoyechilo amr. Rajnity ene college a amr adhipotto brong komse. Age to shipon name ta senior der jonno o atongko chilo. Jai hok, jony vai k mone mone thanks janai ami. Tini betray na korle ami ato dur ashte partam na. Tachara, kormo abong kormofol a ami biswas kori. Jony vai amk faridpur a rajnity korte dibe na bolsilo, kintu se e faridpur a rajnity korte parlo na. Tar chele to bishal shubidhabadi, mane showrav. Jony k showrav baba dake. Kono upae na dekhe politics a bertho hoye room a lej gutiyeche. Akhon bole se student politics korbe na. Huh! O ki ai decision neyar age or sathe choto vai der kotha ek bar o vabse??? Selfish. Shubidhabadi. Aj ami jodi rajnity chere dae, amr fellow gular ki hobe chinta kora jae? Oder jonno holeo to amk involve thakte hobe. Akhon showrav emotional sms pathae majhe majhe. Huh. Kothae chilo ai emotion tokhon? Kkothae chilo ai friendship? Jony ekhon amr sathe phone a vab jomae. Ki character eder. Amr panse life er binodon era. Showrav er karone ami onk opomanito hoisi campus a. Tai chor er moto sokale berotam rat 2 ta baje firtam. Ekhon chaile sob opomaner revenge nite pari. Kintu nibo na. Ami or moto na. O ekhon amk dekhle lojja pae. Etai or shati. Allah e ei shasti okey dicche. Doctor politics korbe naki o. Valo. Ami mone hoy doc politics korbo na. Ha ha ha. Abar hobe dekha. Ek din sadir sathe library te asob kotha niye torko hocchilo. Ek porjaye sadi bole, hoyto jony vai tmr cheye showrav vai k beshi joggo mone korse. Joggota!!! Ami reply korsilam, ami mone hoy tomader rajnity te badha disi. Show 'em what you got. Showrav er neta hoyar joggota thakle obosshoi hobe. Ami to kothao badha dei nai. Mukhe boro boro kotha showrav er r jonyr. Tito sir er politics kore naki o. Huh! Tito sir ekhon okey tolerate korte pare na. Cause, amr name a onek mittha complain sir k korse se. Are, showrav er cheye tito sir amr shomporke beshi jane, khobor rakhe. Tito er jonnoi ba ki korse ora? Huh! Borong tito sir er principle howar pechoneo amr ektu holeo obodan ache. R amr name a sir k complain kore j ami sir er anti politics kori. Funny. They are realy mad guys! They've gone crazy then. Last college politics ta emon hoisilo j, shipon thekao. Anti-shipon politics. Sobai ek hoye amr against a. Tao bertho. Tar por room lej gutaise amr bondhu showrav. Amr ai birthday te sms send korsilo. Hayre natok. Amr protita birthday showrav k niye korsi. Kotha boltam na. Tobuo oi ek din er jonno okey bondhu hishebe mene nitam. Room a deke niye eshe tarpor cake kattam. Or mone hoy ai 5 year maybe 1 ta birthday te amk invite korsilo. Ekhon bondhu. Tokhon ai friendship kothae chilo? Ami lokjoner sathe jogra korsi, r showrav korse pirit. Amr sob gula shotru or friend. Jaderke dekhte parina, tara or friend. Sobgula tout. Actually chore chore mastuto vai to hobei. Onek koster srity agula. Age jokhon kaoke boltam kanna peto. Kadsio onek eshob vebe. Tito sir bole, shipon hocche amr moto, baire shokto, vetor ta norom. Emotional. Tai hoyto agulo vebe kadtam. Now i just hate them. They don't deserve to be a friend of people like me. They deserve to be a friend of zakxy.